Tears

I stand in shower when I cry

So that tears I can hide

From the world outside. 

Sorrow in my heart

More then I needed

Please help me 

I got unlimited tears. 

Don't want to show 

But want to let it out

Please help me

I can't get out. 

Taking me over

All in my mind

I can't let it out

Someone help me

I'm counting my breaths now. 

Tired of fake smiles

Saying its all right 

I got to get out

Even if it means to end it any how. 

Standing in shower

Hiding my tears

I can't anymore

I guess it's time to bid goodbye. 

Wakt Ek Jalim Chiz

Esi kagaz par likha tha mainai naam tera.

Esi kagaz par likha tha mainai naam tera.

Wakt Kai sath mit gaya who,

Bas reh gayi toh khushbu terai naam ki. 

Wakt bara jalim hai yaro

Wakt bara jalim hai yaro

Mita daita hai lamho ho

Reh jati hai toh bas

Khushbu un lamho ki. 

Sametna chaho

Sametna chaho

Aagar tum un lamho ko

Samet na paogai. 

Aab Yeh jaan kuch ghari ki baaki hai

Aab Yeh jaan kuch ghari ki baaki hai

Wafa karkai bhi tum

Bewafa hi kehlaogai. 

Jatai jatai hamai tum kush na kar paogai. 

Dua mangna khuda sai ki

Dua mangna khuda sai ki

Dua hamari kubul na karai

Joh hamnai mangi thi ki

Miljao tum phirsai hamai. 

Aab Yeh jaan kuch ghari ki baaki hai

Aab Yeh jaan kuch ghari ki baaki hai

Wafa karkai bhi tum

Bewafa hi kehlaogai. 

Jatai jatai hamai tum kush na kar paogai. 

Happy Birthday

It's ur birthday tomorrow. 

Wishing you today. 

Happy birthday. 

Have a great day. 

Vishaka is ur name

You rock like deepika's fame. 

Smile on ur face

Is what I can see

Keep smiling always

Is what I pray. 

Happy birthday 

Happy birthday 

May you get all that u desire 

And still remember my name. 

Happy birthday. 

Dard kasai baya karu

Dard kasai baya Karu
Joh likh na saku woh mehsus karu
Jaltai chirag kai bhujnai ka intezaar mai karu.

iis dil mai Jagah toh bahut thi
Par joh raha hai ismai
Woh likh na saku bas mehsus karu.
Jaltai chirag kai bhujnai ka
Intezaar Mai karu.

Kehtai toh hai log
Ki ismai bhi maza aapna hai
Par aab seh na saku
Jaltai chirag kai bhujnai ka
Intezaar Mai karu.

Mitti Mai mil jaunga ek din
Reh jaygi toh bas yaadai meri
Aagar has diyai aap toh
Kushnesbhi hogi meri.

Jaltai chirag kai bhujnai ka
Intezaar Mai karu.
Dard hi basa hai
Dard hi bacha hai
Jaltai chirag kai bhujnai ka
Intezaar Mai karu.
Jaltai chirag kai bhujnai ka
Intezaar Mai karu.

Silence a better communicator

As words are falling short
Let the silence speak
Lets it say
What needs to be said.

Something's are better not spoken
But are they being felt
Is what matters
And not what is said.

I can say a thousand words
But what silence can say
Is beyond calculations.

Leave it to the heart
Don't use your brain
Cause if you try hard
You might get a migraine.

Tanhai jindagi ki

Mai likhna toh chahta Hu
Par likh nahi pata Hu
Kasai batau aapko
Mai khud sai naraz hokar
Kudh ko manata Hu.

Aakalai mai aapnai aapko
Aakalai Mai aapnai aapko
Jab Mai pata Hu
Yeh aasu rok na pata Hu

Tanhai nai gher liya hai mujko
Aapni saaso ko Mai sun sakta hu
Andherai Mai rehta Hu
bahar nahi aana chahta Hu.

Mai likhna toh chahta Hu
Par likh nahi pata Hu
Kasai batau aapko
Mai khud sai naraz hokar
Kudh ko manata Hu.

Na aana marai ghar ai duniya walo
Is Tanhai ko Mai aapni
Is tanhai ko Mai aapni
Sath lekar marna chahta Hu.

Sana terai pyaar mai

Terai khabo Mai Sana
Mai koya rehta hu
Kya Karu Mai
Mai purai din soya rehta hu.

Tu jaga dai toh bhi
Terai keyalo Mai koya rehta hu.

Kya karu Mai Sana
Terai kyalo Mai koya rehta hu.

Aab kya likhu, Mai aalsi jo Hu
Mai sona chata Hu.

Mujeh maaf karo
Mai payar Mai koya Hu
Sana hai naam uska
Par Mai usko aapna kehta Hu.

Jaha raho tum
Meri raho tum
Bas yehi kehna chahta Hu.

This is how I roll

We fuck up we party
That's how we roll.
I don't care
U love me or not anymore.

I write this with 2 drinks down
I like it the way u take things around.

You say what's wrong with u man
I like it the way u take it around.

I puke I drink like hell
You cal me insane
I cal it a real man.

This is how I roll
This is how I roll
I want to write more
But hands don't let me anymore.

Kasai Baya Karu

Kagaz par manai likhna chaha
Par likh na paya,
Cihayi toh bahut thi
Par ekshar na jorh paya.

Kasai baya Karu en lafzo mai,
Joh kuda nai banaya
Aur aapni muskan na rokh paya.

Maaf karo mujhe bhaiyo
Mai aapnai aap ko rokh na paya.

Khoish toh bahut thi,
Khoish toh bahut thi,
Ki utar Lu unhe is kagaz par.
Par kud ko samet na paya.

Kagaz par manai likhna chaha
Par likh na paya,
Cihayi toh bahut thi
Par ekshar na jorh paya.

City of Angels

city of angels
And angel I found.
Eyes black shining diamonds.
Hairs like river flows.
What can I say about her
Words fall short of what I saw.
Blessed by lord as I saw.

Her lips red as cherry,
Skin as cream roll.
Nose though big but
Makes me do rock and roll.

Simple for sure
Dressed in white and purple
Makes her face glow more.
Height I guess is 5'6" and waist 34
But not so sure.

Asked her little space in her heart
To store my love for her
But as thought no place
House full it is so.

Sadly I return with her name stored.
Oh God I love her.
Memories of her is what I take
And no one can take them away from me anymore.

India's Daughter - Amanat - For You (Jyoti / Nirbhaya)

Walking down the lane
Dogs barking, there eyes shining.
Stuck with sudden fear
Voices far away could be heard

She keeps walking
Her home few miles away.

Fear grows
As no one is there.
What will she do if something happens.

No place safe where can she go.
What has happened
Does anyone know.

Few drunk men
Hunting for women
Thinking to have fun
Dogs I call them
Dogs I call them.

For fun they spoil a life
Which was worth millions more then there lives.
But nothing to worry
As the place where they live
Is democratic and runs on money.

Girl what can I do
I feel bad what happened with you.
Wish I could change it all.
I'm sorry your dreams won't turn true.

Time to act and not just to sit and lay back.
We need to unite and help women in this time.

Do something and show you care
Cause if not today then remember your daughter walks down the lane.
And her home is just few miles away.

Innocent Child

Child sits on his bed
Praying to god to be there on 24 th night
Lights switched off
Pin drop silence
Only noise you can hear is of the snowfall outside

See the child how he prays
So innocently and from heart
He asks for big and not expensive
And gives reasons to have it.

He demands it from god
And does not give a promise as return gift
So innocent and pure at heart he is.

Sure that gods listening to him
And smiling from above
And writing it down as there is a long list that he wants.

His prayer ends and he sleeps
And knows that it will be done
But next time when he prays
He has a new thing to add on and
Tells god to make sure he gets all

O child with pure heart
You are blessed with innocence
I'm happy to see you and try to be like you.

Called Father in Real Life

"He doesn't give you birth
But is the cause of your birth
If he is not there then you........"

The person called father
Some call him dad and some call him bad.
But if you don't have one then its sad and your bad.

He is there to help and to guide,
To rescue you from dangerous sights.
He try's to give you all advice
And try to make your life worth while.

Have you told that you love him,
If not then you must be out of your mind.

I don't have a father in my life
I know what it feels like.
Don't you hate him
You don't know what he's worth,
As you have him in full without a price.

I wish I had a father too
To whom I could go when I am in blues.
But what can be done
It's gods will and it can't be undone.

Cherish him in your heart
As it might be taken apart.
This is an advice
From a person who lost his prize called father in real life.

Like an Angel in my life

You came like an angel in my life
Filled colors which were bright
There were no sorrows
Everything was great and fine.

When you walked, It looked like
Princes came down from the sky's
Waited for you to say something
So that I could feel the breeze.

With you I learnt what it ment to be cool
And realized that all others to be fool.
I'm so happy to have you
Can't express my joy in words too.

Can't think of leaving you
This joy I want to contain in myself.
Don't want to share, Nor want it to part
Please be with me always
As I love you too.

Can't Take It Anymore

 

She looks beautiful when she pose

Though she got a big nose

I hate to tell her

That I can't be with her anymore.

I loved her to the core

Gave her what she ever thought for

Shared her tears, made her cheer

But is this what I get, I don't know

I can't take it anymore.

Me leaving her makes me sad

But I guess this is how it is to end

She be happy all her life

That’s what I prayed for.

Maybe when I will not be around

She might realize what I gave her

She might try to search for me

But I’ll be no where to be found.

This is the time for goodbye

Time for final prayer that I guess would be heard

God forgive me as I ask

Not for me but for her.