Friday, August 10, 2018

Will you come

If I die will you come
come to give me mud
will you drop a tear to make it wet
will you feel you lost something
will you come
come to say goodbye.

I know I won't be alive to see ur face
but my spirit will be satisfied to see u by my side.
Will you bring flowers
or will you bring what I gave you.
heart that was pure
heart that was big
will you come
come to say goodbye.

Wednesday, July 11, 2018


Now when you left me
I got so much to do .
cried first , glued myself to youtube .
had been in desert , would had been useful ,
Smoked a lot , even had a friend called alcohol too . 

Now that the tears have dried.
Youtube doesnt sing me lullaby .
I got to find the piece I left behind.
Maybe this was meant to be,
You had to go and I was supposed to be back to me.
But I wish this was not the way,
it had to be .

Gone are you and gone are my tears,   
Left with me are memories that wont disappear.

Wish I wasn't serious for you ,
wish I thought of just having fun ,
and wait for you to take a move .
Wish I never knew how to cry or make this heart of stone and die.

But its good that you are gone
i have so much to do.
Apply the lessons learnt from you .
Never sell your heart to a human even if she is an angel and you think your dream came true .  

Now that you are gone
I have so much to do.
Time to write this and publish it too . 

Sunday, December 4, 2016

Lost Love

Love in the past never changes,
As it remains forever,
Forever in the heart.
Love is never lost,
It's just that hate is grown more,
then the love in the past.

Till the heart beats,
Love will remain
somewhere in the corner,
make your eyes wet in the rain.

It may happen that tears dry up
but the heart will never be full
if the eyes won't cry then the heart would for sure.

When you miss her,
Listen to your heart,
you would hear her voice,
coming from far.

Don't worry life is short,
finally one day this heart would stop,
and release you from your pain,
of lost love in the past.

Socha toh bahut tha

Socha toh bahut tha,
par kar Na saka.
Jo sapnai bunai thai
unko dhagai mai pero na saka.

Aab ro kai kya fayda
jab woh ja rahi thi
unko rok na saka.

Jatai huai unko dekh kar
chup mai raha.
Bolna toh bahut kuch chahta tha,
par in aasuo nai
wakt itna bhi Na diya
ki bol du ruk ja jara
leti ja in saso ko bhi jinmai tu hai basi,
aab ji kai kya fayda jab tumko rok na saka.

Aacha hota ki sasai lai jati sath,
kamsai kam roj marnai sai toh
ek bar marna hota.
Aab ji kai kya karu
jab unko rok Na saka.

Marta hu roj
sochkai unkai barai mai
aagar woh sath hoti toh mai bhi jinda hota.

Kash mainai unko roka hota.
Jatai huai unka hath pakra hota,
Magar mai unko rok na saka
jatai huai unko dekh kar chup mai raha,
mai unko rok na saka.

Friday, November 18, 2016


Pagal hai haam Jo gairo par bhi dil laga letai hai,
Koi hass dai toh uski kushi ko aapna bana letai hai,
Kushi aapni toh hoti nahi par kamsai kam dusro ki kushi par aasu chipa letai hai.

Tuesday, September 13, 2016

Aapno Ki Ruswai

Jindagi iss mor par lai aayi hai,
Dard marnai aur jenai dono mai hai.
Sath raha nahi jata,
Aur judai sahi nahi jati hai.

Aakho sai aasu nikaltai nahi,
Suuk kar sab katam hai.
Dard dikhana toh chahta hu,
Par kandhai kaam hai.

Jindagi aab kya karu mai,
Jinpai kiya tha aapnai sai jyada bharosa,
Unhi aapno Nai mujko ruswa kiya.

Aab toh na wafa ki chahat hai aur na hi pyaar ki.
Martai ko tinkai ka Sahara chaiyai,
Meraiko marnai kai bad kandha bhi nahi chaiyai.
Jaha maru wahi jala dena.

Friday, August 12, 2016


Likha toh bahut hai
par dil roya aabhi tak nahi.
Dekh Kar husan kisi ka
aakho sai aasu niklai kabhi nahi.
Tunai rula toh diya
woh toh sahi
par dard Jo diya
woh sahi nahi.
Jaan aapni lai lu ya teri
yeh soch Kar preshan mai hu aabhi.
Dard dono mai mujko hi hoga
aasu terai niklai ya merai
geela aangan mera hi hoga.
Roktai huhai ruktai nahi
yeh aasu merai
pagal tunai mujko kiya
aab mai yeh kisko kahu.
Hastai huai alwida kehna
yeh mujsai hoga nahi. 
Chahai toh chali ja
mai rokta nahi.
Husan kai jalwai
kisi aur ko dikha
ho sakta hai daam aacha laga dai koi.
Meri jalti Chita par mombati toh laga dai koi.
Alwida alwida
mujsai juda hokai
rooj tu aasai marai
jasai pyasa pani ko marai.

Sunday, April 10, 2016


Aapko aapna bananai ki khuaish toh thi,
par dil tutnai kai dar sai judai hi sahi.

chut jata Jo haath aapka
toh je na patai,
hamnai socha ki aapka haath pakarnai ki khuaish hi sahi.

je toh laingai isi khuaish mai sahi,
aakh band karnai kai baad aapsai judai na sahi.

aapkai liyai dua hi kartai rahai,
pyaar kai badlai dua hi sahi,
aapko jahan na dai Sakai
par dua uski bhi kari.

martai daam tak hastai haam rahaingai,
martai daam tak hastai haam rahaingai,
dua mai manga hai jo aab aapkai liyai
woh martai daam tak mangtai haam rahaingai.


wafa karni toh chahi hamnai
par Kar na Sakai,
tutai hua dil ko jornai ki thi tammana,
par jor na sakai,
pyaar toh kartai hai bahut,
but izhaar Kar na Sakai.

hamai malum na tha,
aap chahti ho kisi aur ko,
hamai malum na tha,
aap chahti ho kisi aur ko
malum hota toh hastai hua
safaid kaleen ko haam aapnai khun sai laal Kar datia.

wafa karni toh chahi hamnai
par Kar na Sakai,
tutai hua dil ko jornai ki thi tammana,
par jor na sakai,
pyaar toh kartai hai bahut,
but izhaar Kar na Sakai.

aab kya mangai dua mai,
joh cha tha woh mil na saka,
aab toh rotai hua bhi bass dua yeh karai,
kush raho aap aur Saray dukh hamai milai.
jiti roho aap aur haam rozh martai rahai.

wafa karni toh chahi hamnai
par Kar na Sakai,
tutai hua dil ko jornai ki thi tammana,
par jor na sakai,
pyaar toh kartai hai bahut,
but izhaar Kar na Sakai.

Saturday, October 10, 2015

Make or Break

You came in my life
And made me realize
that love is not the only thing.

I loved you for real,
thought to make you mine.
Hold your hand till I die
but I guess you wanted more.

Not more of me
but of something else in life.
Doesn't matter you make or brake.
Sadness and broken pieces I found.

It doesn't matter how long it was.
It took long to make but few moments of hatred to brake. 

Scared of dreams
cause I wished for you and me.
Walking alone makes me sad
don't know how long before I go.

Thursday, August 20, 2015

You Are Mine

Trying to impress you,
make you mine forever,
i know there would be many
and I'm no where close to any.

I might lose
Atleast I tried
to catch an angel
in my heart.

Your shit sounds sweet
Your love would make me high
You being sad
makes me go mad.

Whether you hold my hand or not
I would still try
to make your world
a joy ride.

You be mine or not
Is choice of yours
I'l be yours
And baby that's for sure.

Sunday, August 2, 2015

What Has Happened

A beautiful day
sun so bright
gentle breeze
to make me realize.

Realize your promise
that you called me your child
guiding me everyday
without you how could I survive.

Hatred I see around
makes my heart sad
where has the love gone
it's not expensive that
people can't carry it around.

Thank you for your gift
gift of love, peace and caring heart
it grows day by day
as I count the beautiful days.

Your Love

In my bed I think of you
your love so unconditional
ohhhh so pure.

It makes me wonder
makes me smile and cry
You carry me around
like a new born child.

Gives me faith
Gives me hope
that I would do well
and not just survive.

Thank you for your love
unconditional and pure
May I always have the pleasure
to be called one of yours.

Stars Shining Bright

Stars shining bright
looking down at us with a smile
giving hope
keeping faith alive.

Burning for us
don't even care if its worthwhile
whether day or night
stars shining bright.

Stars shining bright
Gives me a smile
satisfaction that I'm still alive.

Thank you Lord
For being my guide
as a star shining bright
whether it's day or night.

Thursday, July 9, 2015

Question Undefined

Love is a question undefined,
I love you or not
depends on time.

Seconds I love you,
seconds I don't.
But what I think really matters is
that do I want to hold you tight.

Tight enough to leave my marks,
not on your hands
but in your heart.

Live like one
Breath like two
Show the power,
what love can do.

Love you like hell
Love you like heaven
Is crazy stuff,
I don't talk on those lines.

All I want to say
I will love you till the end
and hold you tight
tight till I die.

Live like one
Breath like two
Show the power,
what love can do.

Love is a question undefined,
I love you or not
depends on time.