Now That You Are Gone

Now when you left me
i got so much to do .
cried first , glued myself to youtube .
had been in desert , would had been useful ,
Smoked a lot , even had a friend called alcohol too . 

Now that the tears have dried.
Youtube doesnt sing me lullaby .
I got to find the piece i left behind.
   
Maybe this was meant to be,
You had to go and i was supposed to be back to me.
But i wish this was not the way,
it had to be .

Gone are you and gone are my tears,   
Left with me are memories that wont disappear.

wish i wasnt serious for you ,
wish i thought of just having fun ,
and wait for you to take a move .
wish i never knew how to cry or make this heart of stone and die.

But its good that you are gone
i have so much to do.
apply the lessons learnt from you .
Never sell your heart to a human even if she is an angel and you think your dream came true .  

now that you are gone
i have so much to do.
time to write this and publish it too .