My Diary
Tuesday, June 30, 2020
Keematee ( Precious )
Monday, July 8, 2019
Wind
There were days when everything was blue.
then came a light let me tell u from nowhere to my eyes.
my mind tells me not to do.
she wont stick like a glue
wont even leave a mark but a scratch on your heart.
scratch that will stick forever and make your eyes wet when you see yourself in front of the mirror.
Maafi
tumko naraz karkai
dukh hamko hua
aasu pochnai ki thi tammana
par nah toh poch pai aapkai aur na rokh pai aapnai.
maaf karo na karo hamko
dil mai gila maat rakhna
koshish ki thi hamnai
dhagai mai moti peronai ki
malum na tha
titli ko haat mai rakhnai sai
jati hai mar woh
kassh kaat diyai hotai haat hamnai
titli ko dekhnai sai pehlai.
Penny
Dreams came true
when i met you.
You completed me, bought me out of my blues.
what should i call you.
thats the difficult part from which im going through.
people call you penny but i dont want to.
how can i call someone penny when its so precious.
maybe il wait for the shining star to help me find a name,
as it helped me to find you.
your cuter then a piglet
made my heart do boom boom.
hopeing for forever with you.
Wada
Jhut mai bolta nahi
aadmi chand taro kai sapnai chrota nahi
hu mai mota nahi
cheesy lines marnai kai mokai mai chorta nahi.
eradai toh hai baho mai samet lu tujko
par kambhat slt mai naam top par hota nahi
kash utha lau pune ko dilli mai aabhi
par kya karai Symbiosis ka director chorta nahi.
guzarish hai aapsai hath khichna nahi wapis
wadah hai choraingai haam bhi nahi
ek baar jo kar diya wada
toh aapni larki ka naam bhi tunku rakhnai sai mu morengai nahi.
tumari bhao mai tha ek aalag sa sukun
tumari bhao mai tha ek aalag sa sukun
martai dum tak sath jenai kai sapnai choraingai nahi
jhut mai bolta nahi
aadmi chand taro kai sapnai chorta nahi
kar diya wada aapko toh mai
kudh sai bhi muh morta nahi.
Baby You Are Mine
Baby you are mine,
always be on my side,
dont leave me behind,
be my breath if im dying.
i die before you
that i wont mind.
cause without you
i wont survive.
i might not speak much
but i will not love you less
i might not talk to you Everytime
but you are always in my heart.
Yeh Munasib Nahi
Dukhtai huai Dil ko aur dukhana munasib nahi, merai sawalo ko par kar bhul Jana munasib nahi,kahogi aap kuch toh aasman kalai sai nila ho Jai,Jo niklai aasu aapkai toh aasman kala par Jai,aur aagar Hass do toh sawan Mai bhi bahar aa Jai.
Akelai
kab tak bhagaiga dusro kai pichai ai nadan
aaya tha akelai jaiga bhi akelai
kya karaiga us sitarai ko hasil karkai
jo subha hotai hi jata hai chip
rahega akelai yeh lika hai takdir mai terai
marnai par terai mitti dalaingai toh bahut
paar dafnaya jayega akelai.
Hamnai Farmaya
dard kesai byaan karu
ulfat mai jenai ki aadat ho gayi jesai
jaltai chirag par hath rakhnai ka aanand hamnai paya.
tumko na khoya toh hamnai kya paya
kaach tutnai kai dar sai hamnai hath na lagaya.
dekh kar aapko kush hamnai farmaya
kash yeh aasu aur mil jai hamai
ham jaltai rahai aur aap muskurai.
Will You Come
If I die will you come
come to give me mud
will you drop a tear to make it wet
will you feel you lost something
will you come
come to say goodbye.
I know I won't be alive to see ur face
but my spirit will be satisfied to see u by my side.
Will you bring flowers
or will you bring what I gave you.
heart that was pure
heart that was big
will you come
come to say goodbye.
Dilli Wali
milai is kadar dil ki kudh ko na roh pai,
tujsai milnai ki kushi ko cherai sai na rok pai.
teri aakho ko dekh kar, shakal aapni pai,
dil nai kaha yeh.
tumko milnai kai liyai puch kar kudh ko na rok pai.
duwa kya detai aapko,
faristai jasi ho aap,
bass cheers aur many golden drags khai kar haam muskurai.
Jesi ho wasai hi raho aap,
na badalna zamanai kai liyai kabhi,
dilli wali Iyer ko najar hamari bhi na lagai.
tum jiyo pesath saal,
aur muskaratai haam rahai.
Now That You Are Gone
Now when you left me
i got so much to do .
cried first , glued myself to youtube .
had been in desert , would had been useful ,
Smoked a lot , even had a friend called alcohol too .
Now that the tears have dried.
Youtube doesnt sing me lullaby .
I got to find the piece i left behind.
Maybe this was meant to be,
You had to go and i was supposed to be back to me.
But i wish this was not the way,
it had to be .
Gone are you and gone are my tears,
Left with me are memories that wont disappear.
wish i wasnt serious for you ,
wish i thought of just having fun ,
and wait for you to take a move .
wish i never knew how to cry or make this heart of stone and die.
But its good that you are gone
i have so much to do.
apply the lessons learnt from you .
Never sell your heart to a human even if she is an angel and you think your dream came true .
now that you are gone
i have so much to do.
time to write this and publish it too .
Goodbye
There was a time
time when i first said hi,
time when i hugged you and kissed your head,
made a wish that this never ends.
Time spent with you looks like a dream unforgettable,
wish what you said , you didnt mean .
Meaning of True love has changed for me.
the only true thing left is that you left me.
I guess its time to say goodbye
memories to keep and wish you never pass me by .
Friday, August 10, 2018
Will you come
If I die will you come
come to give me mud
will you drop a tear to make it wet
will you feel you lost something
will you come
come to say goodbye.
I know I won't be alive to see ur face
but my spirit will be satisfied to see u by my side.
Will you bring flowers
or will you bring what I gave you.
heart that was pure
heart that was big
will you come
come to say goodbye.
Wednesday, July 11, 2018
Time
Now when you left me
I got so much to do .
cried first , glued myself to youtube .
had been in desert , would had been useful ,
Smoked a lot , even had a friend called alcohol too .
Now that the tears have dried.
Youtube doesnt sing me lullaby .
I got to find the piece I left behind.
Maybe this was meant to be,
You had to go and I was supposed to be back to me.
But I wish this was not the way,
it had to be .
Gone are you and gone are my tears,
Left with me are memories that wont disappear.
Wish I wasn't serious for you ,
wish I thought of just having fun ,
and wait for you to take a move .
Wish I never knew how to cry or make this heart of stone and die.
But its good that you are gone
i have so much to do.
Apply the lessons learnt from you .
Never sell your heart to a human even if she is an angel and you think your dream came true .
Now that you are gone
I have so much to do.
Time to write this and publish it too .