Lost Friend

Now when you are gone I feel the emptiness within me that can’t be filled.

No replacement I found.

All I ever wanted was you to stay next to me but now you are gone.

Gone and left me alone.

Alone in this cruel world which feels nothing.

People call me crazy and I know it true but who's to blame.

They are right.

Cause I found a diamond which was as soft and smooth as there wine.

They say that it's not possible but I say it was but now it's gone.

I can't prove it nor can the divine.

Oh God you should have been merciful on me and gave him extra life cause this is real life game and not some game from mad persons mind.

Look at his mother she is left with memories.

Memories that once made her laugh are now making her cry.

Look at his father he has grown old now with no shoulder to support or to cry on.

Look at the people who were there with him on his final journey, are left with unspoken words.

Even I had so much to say but you gave me no time.

You went like a super jet into the sky.

I wanted to pause but the remote was lost.

So I could not do anything except to stand and watch while you said goodbye.

My Friend

It was you I looked for when I needed an advice.

It was you I looked for when I needed support.

It was you I looked for when I needed a shoulder.

It was you I looked for when I needed a slap on my head.

It was you and you that I looked for.

You were right and you were somewhat right.

But now as you are gone, I am left alone.

Tell me O Dear Friend of mine.

Whom should I call, because I can’t find anyone now.

Should I go where you are resting?

Or some other place from where you are looking and testing.

I don't know what to do.

I know I promised you when I gave you earth that I’ll take care of everything.

But I need you now.

Please help me in this hour of need.
And I know you won't let me down.

Her Name

Each time I hear her name

But I don’t know why , it’s not the same

As it used to be

Back in the days when we were just friends.

I call it just friends

Cause she never showed,

Showed her love for me

Even when I wanted the most for her to say.

This love is very unfair

That’s what I can say

You give all, but

She never stays.

Even the tears are not worth wasting for her

Cause u’ll keep calling her name

But in the end it would not remain the same.

This one is not about her

It’s about you

Now even I won’t say,

Say that I love you.

Pain

Once again she did the same
I don’t know why she is behaving in such a way
She says nothing, is what to me pains
Please, someone please tell her that she has changed and no more the same.

Alone

Nothing seems to stay
Everything is going away
My friends and my love has gone away
No one her with me to stay
I’m all alone
Facing this cruel world on my own
Would I be successful or
Will I die in my way back to home.

Yes Or No

Right now waiting is what I know
I can’t even let her go
Waiting for her reply
Would it be yes or no
It its yes then its good and life goes on
But if it’s a no then I’m gona go where all those who fail in love go
Praying to god is also what I know
But this time my faith is also not so sure.

Last Wish

Today I saw you crying
And my heart felt like that I’ve lost everything
One thing, that I can’t see a girl crying
Please give me all your tears
And I’ll give you all my happiness and smile.
Smile which will never run short
And make me happy looking you smile
To make you happy is my wish
And I’ll do anything to make you smile
Even if it costs my life
Cause with you smiling makes me feel that all is right.

Smile

Don’t ever say to me that you don’t know how to smile
Cause I can’t love a girl who does not know how to smile
Smile is like a mirror, it shows whats in and what comes out.
It helped me to understand you more and more
It gives me new life when I see you smile.
Don’t ever cry in life
Cause your tears would make me feel that
I wasted all my life that I couldn’t teach you how to smile.

Endless Tears Of Sorrow

Today it will end
End what ?
My days of pleasure or sorrows
Or days of joy or sadness
I don’t know what to say to her as last words
As, if I would start there would be so many things to be said
But nothing related to goodbye.
So I have decided to give her my smile as the last gift
Which would be with her
When I would not be with her
I also don’t want anything from her now
As she has given me something
Something that will be with me forever
“The endless tears of sorrow”

You

I searched for you
I cried for you
But couldn’t find you
Where are you?
Have you forgotten me
Or you don’t care about me
Tell me what do you think
Do you want to be with me
Or is there someone else with whom you want to be
Is there space for me in your heart
Or is it houseful for me
I don’t want to make you remember me
If you want you can leave me
Leave me, in this world of sorrows all alone
I'l spend the rest of my life thinking of the moments we spent together
But before you go
I want to say to you
Thank you for making me feel that you loved me
And there was someone who cared about me.

Faith

There is someone in this world who would be for me
There is someone who would love to be with me
One fine day I will meet her
With joy and happiness I would call her
Call her my own very own
With whom I will live my whole life
Willing to give all sacrifices for her.

Prayer

It was your prayers
Which saved my life
It was your prayers
Which gave me new life.
Now this life is yours
You can take it or make it yours.
But I would be grateful to you
Cause you prayed for my life
So now I’ll pray to God to give you long life
That you may pray for my life.
This is and would be my prayer to God.
To keep both of us together
Till the eternal life comes.

Best Gift

This was written for me by someone special.

Thought of sharing with you all.

A person so simple,
A person so ordinary
and yet so special to me..
My friend Ashwin an angle born on 6th day of august.
With a message of love to be given to everyone.
He has a smile that reaches his eyes.
He has a heart that touches all lives...
With him I share all my secret thoughts....
With him I know what love is all about...
Imagining and dreaming about each other...
To be together and feel your heart beat ..
All I need is you indeed...

Broken Heart

Why did you break my heart
why did we fall apart
what was wrong between us
I never wanted you to part.

It was never me who wanted to say goodbye
I always wanted you to stay
so tell me baby
why did you break my heart
why did we fall apart.

I never wanted you to leave
when you said goodbye, I said please
you never understood me I guess
but baby why, tell me why did you leave.

If you want we can be one again
I am still there for you though we fell apart
if you want time, I can stay
till the time you say
but please dont leave.

AMISSIO

Nothins is left on my side
Losing everything is what I find.
What can a person do
when there is nothing right.
The pain.....pain of losing..
Losing friends,
Losing love,
Losing life,
Is what I find.
Everything comes and goes
like an arrow from the bow.
But now I cant write anymore
so please forgive me.
Pain has covered my eyes,
and there is nothing i can see.